This is my story...

2012-02-05T09:31:00.001-08:00

I'm not a pessimist neither am I emotionally distracted but I have to voice from the inside that " I feel like giving up somehow really "

How hard is it for me to tackle?

2012-01-27T00:17:00.000-08:00

& it seems many are wondering if I am getting attached.

...I'm going to drive.

I'm Inspired.

2012-01-06T07:54:00.000-08:00

It would be a new chapter in my life as I'm about to do the impossible which is to qualify for the Olympics 400m Hurdles LONDON 2012. It was a sudden thought that I made " I HAVE TO DO IT" .
My name was not nominated and that really urge me to beat the qualifying mark.
I am currently doing a 53.51 seconds and I have to cut down till 49.80 seconds. I believe the qualifying time ends around in JUNE.

I dont think I'll be hanging out with my friends much & thats one of the factors that I regretted most.
I was so into track that I forget about my friends . I believe this is one of the most hardest sacrifice I have to do to achieve my goals. Probably thats why I've been quite lonely for quite some time but I'm quite used to it.

So here I am , breaking the National Junior Record 3 times in a year making me a 3 time NJR holder.

All the achievements are in the past and should not be recalled.
Here I am setting a new achievement. LONDON OLYMPICS 2012!

I'm crazy .

2012-01-02T08:02:00.001-08:00

Love from GOD , toughest level of patience I need to endure as I know in the end it's going to be worth the wait . In my part I'll try my every best way to improve .

2011-12-29T05:20:00.000-08:00

Maybe I should be arrogant maybe I should, so that others wont think of taking advantage of me.

2011-12-27T08:21:00.000-08:00

Patience is virtue . It's a long road to success. Let action speak for itself. tadaa (:

SEA GAMES

2011-11-22T08:09:00.000-08:00

I'm an amateur , first major game & I was extremely excited.

I guess I choked during the finals nevertheless I actually met my goal settings which is to qualify for the finals. The National Junior Record was a bonus. I thought I could have broken the National Record.

Just keep this to yourself, I'm giving myself an internal attribution to why I did not perform that well but I managed to beat my personal best. I fell sick on the second day of arrival. I was petrified! It was terrible, I couldnt walk much, felt like resting all day. I missed the track dinner . I recalled what I studied in school and applied it, thank god I recovered in two days time.

It was an enjoyable experience at Indonesia.
This is just the beginning.

About Facebook ,my eyes

2011-09-20T10:37:00.001-07:00

It's an essential component of our life where we can connect with friends we seldom meet .

There's a trend now where negative comments & complaints arises especially about teenage relationships.

Rather seeing positive remarks , this are what I see .

Complaining would bring you nowhere.
You'll feel sympathy & feel great when others acknowledge . The truth is you don't know reality.

2011-08-06T09:57:00.000-07:00

Don't be afraid to fail. Be afraid not to try.
I did what I believe to but he has something better.
It was a good experience gained (:

For the last time , I'm not fierce .

2011-07-13T08:51:00.000-07:00

I had 2 strange experience, .Firstly it happened when I was sitting at the reserved seat when an old auntie who just came in refused to seat when I gave up for her . The best part was when there was an empty seat available (not at the reserved seat), she immediately sat down. That's not the end of my story.

Before I proceed ,sometimes when I'm totally normal I look fierce but for goodness sake I'm not,really. This happened when I was heading back home in the MRT when a big size guy wanted to take a seat beside me as the person who sat previously was alighting . We both looked at each other but I raise my eyebrow.( That's my normal reaction when I usually look up) . He was about to seat as he partially picked up his bag when he saw my reaction and stood there back putting his bag down.

I was curious why, then he wanted to sit 2 seats beside me but two girls took the seat. Just when there's a seat opposite me vacant, he took a seat.

If God gave me the fierce looks, there's a possibly a good reason why no doubt about it.

It's growing

2011-06-19T10:05:00.000-07:00

Goals in Life
Top in class/cohort in studies
Own a sports car
Make a family
Be the best muslim brother I can be to all
Be a CEO of a company

Assist the younger generations to persevere.

Insya Allah,as it's time.

Z*

2011-04-16T12:25:00.001-07:00

Resting my chin on my sports bottle while looking up at my Yamaha toy motorbike …HEY! (that should give you a shock :p ).I should get back on this page, I should. Here I am 45 minutes away to the Real Madrid vs spurs game which starts at 4. Rarely do I see myself watching soccer this late. But hey its holiday ,speaking of holiday its only A day left. How good gracious of me spending the last moment of every students desire to do so.

New semester new classmate new everything. After a year of study in RP. I get the hang of the system. I did my very best to cope with the core modules that was studied in year 1. It literally took my head off. Sports related modules are on the way &I hope to be the best in the course this semester. Finally its sports science related. Geez.

Well a lot of things have changed . Basically I can’t tell the difference .Looking at oneself every day could be a boredom unless one has redefined physical structure. Well my neurons seems to be connecting faster ,recalling back the knowledge I’ve gained.

I can’t really say I’ll do my best. I’ve always believed that God has a path for us in Earth,like to where I am ,I am an RP student, not any other schools. It’s an example to relate. I just want more, practically wanting more is nothing wrong right? Yes right, just that I hope the natural ego of a human being doesn’t explode like an erupting volcano.

2011-03-26T08:50:00.000-07:00

Jealousy jealousy,
you make me hot
Hot enough to burn
The burning sensation
that strike's the heart
deep.

But never deep enough
to beat it's desire
to be the best.

I am hunting down those who get's in my way.
400m.

The game has just began.

2011-03-24T09:31:00.001-07:00

Some actions are done immediately after an occurrence for an instant myself. Recently for the past one week I’ve scolded two middle-old age man. Approximate around 40-50’s due to some reason.
One was me and my friend was being accused which we did nothing wrong and he started raising his voice at us immediately. Honestly speaking I don’t like people raising their voice for no reasons besides NS, that’s an exception. So partly he deserve it when I shouted at him. Secondly I shouldn’t have done that cause maybe he was drunk or something and we should respect the elderly.

Secondly it happened at Bugis when I was meeting up with friends when suddenly a man who is normal looking approached me and my friend for ciggs and $1.80 for him to go to bedok. Firstly I looked at him he wears a nike shoe, a metal like watch, some bracelet,necklace and yet he asked for money? I’m not sure what is his motive but if he wants to go to Bedok he should ask for money not for ciggs. Well I don’t give money when Im not willing as it didn’t come from the heart.(berkat) So I told him I cant give you cause its not from the heart and he asked me back, why its not from the heart? -.-“ So after some time he went off and I kindda said expressingly my frustration “diam “ which means shut up” to myself and he looked back. I immediately pointed my hand to the mrt station so he can go down.
I kind of disrespected some older man which I rarely do. I mean like RARELY.

I’m not sure why I did that but the others said I was very very FIERCE. Being fierce is another thing but never disrespect an elderly whoever it maybe. I feel so sorry.

2011-03-22T22:42:00.000-07:00

Photos- Straits Times

With the uprising cost of living which has been increasing since the 1990s which I doubt would ever be reduced rather to say stagnant. Everything basically everything has been rising from the cheapest of children favourite snacks which went up by 30 cents. It was about ten years ago I could depend on 50 cents a day to school whereby now by youngest sibling brings $1.50 to school. Before my generation that’s a salute from me on how they manage to live .

Here’s an article about families who has 6 children especially living in Singapore. I’ve heard ,listened and noted down about why families would adequately prefer only 1 to 2 children. Interesting part is that they have maids. I deny any interest of having maids in a family of 8. I myself have 5 siblings under me so we’re sustainable . Especially at a very young age where both parents are working. The main factor about maid working is to help out, they’re not there to give the children care and concern. You need some luck for a very good maid who takes really good care of childrens. That’s one in a million. Every child is priceless, parents may have to take up the challenge of bringing up their children ,but when the time is comes they’ll be having companies from different families of their children. Imagine 6 married children with kids. You’ll need those company when times ages cause they’re your only love.

Ipad 2 which has not been sold in Singapore, people are talking about it.I believe that Apple is the company that changes the worlds modern technologies in terms of media . From toys (during my time) to gameboy to nintendo ds to Ipad. It’s a huge jump in the new modern world. Funny part is that it takes a year to have a new phone to be in especially Apple which have produced magnificent products that enables to connect the world together. With Ipad 2 coming in. Ten years down the road. Maybe we’ll have a hologram communication .

2011-03-18T04:07:00.000-07:00

Let’s get straight to the point, no doubt blogspot has indescribably majorly improved its availability on its new specifications. Blogspot retired as I wanted to invest on livejournal & so it came back helping me out to revamp on a new desire to express my story. Livejournal basically had something got to do with paying, so that actually blew off the whole perception .

Here I am impressed with blogspot. Revamped amazingly from the last I started. That was ages ago. Sitting on my springy chair with the fan blowing shivering winds reminded me when I went to Japan 3 years ago. It’s a disaster there. A disaster to the world market. With the ongoing riots in the middle east what more else can there be?

Volunteering for the Standard Chartered Marathon was indeed an amazing experience.This coming Sunday would be the Aviva Ironman triathlon & because I can’t swim freestyle I’ve decided to volunteer. Im just kidding. I’m volunteering not only to accumulate my graduation criteria but also to experience the athletes competing. Volunteering duration 18hours. That’s crazy